If I really want peace, I must not be afraid.


If I really want peace, I must not be afraid

Every separating action I take:

  • Yelling

  • Othering

  • Name calling

  • Calling out

  • Avoidance

  • Shutting down

  • Armoring up

  • Running away

  • Pulling rank

  • Ultimatums

  • Guilt tripping

  • Manipulation

  • Dishonesty

  • Coercion 

  • Physical Violence

…is an expression of fear attempting to end or avoid something I am afraid of: 

  • pain

  • loss

  • physical disability

  • hardship

  • self criticism

  • exclusion

  • powerlessness

  • persecution 

  • being found out

  • being misunderstood 

  • harsh judgment

  • a sense of failure

  • dereliction of a perceived duty

  • my own negative opinion

When these fears arise in me and I rush to defend myself, the actions I take strike fear into the hearts of those around me. Which they, in turn, rush to defend. This is the cycle of war.

When I am not afraid, I short-circuit the cycle and bring peace to myself. Which invites others to be at peace with me.

Which doesn’t mean they will.

And when I’m sane, I can be at peace with that too.